Have u seen my heart?

by on 29/04/08 at 8:32 am

Not really sure why I felt I needed to disappear last year… I gave up many things that were extremely important to me in order to follow a strange need to just.. go away. I felt misplaced, and like something was calling me to find it. So I decided to answer the call and follow it.

It has taken me to San Francisco, Santa Maria, and now Vancouver. It has been quite a journey and along the way I have met some amazing people.. but still feel like I have not found the home I was looking for just yet.

So far I really like Vancouver.. a lot. Right now life has been quiet.. I am still waiting to hear the call to where I need to be and the phone has been kinda dead.

I miss my friends, I miss my family, and I miss having a home. But I am sure things will eventually sort themselves out. I have hope that I have given up so much for a good reason.. and that the road to the light will soon clear the path for me.

I know I have been posting lots of things about food, and random updates but nothing too personal. I guess right now I just had the need to just get it out and write. Even if my blog doesn’t really get many visits since not many people know about it.

well .. here it is… now you know what has been brewing in my silence… I am sorry for those who felt I have disappeared from the world, I have always been here.. and in a strange way.. maybe I was just hoping that someone would notice I had been gone…

One Response to “Have u seen my heart?”

  1. TDK

    May 7th, 2008

    Well, I hope you find what you are looking for. You went through a lot of stuff in order to gain this freedom. So I hope you go and do something with your life that makes it all worthwhile…

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